"i'm the drug in your veins, just fight through the pain"

you only want that when this doesn't want you.

it has the security you yearn for, that stability

but stability does not keep you there

which is why you cheat and stray, leaving her in the dust

i rather her have that part of you.

cause deep down i never wanted any parts of you.

for real.

i'm not bashing, because i in fact do [?] you

I don't know what to call it.

she's ms america

church chick

straight A's

perfect

in love with the idea of committed relationships

loves the idea of marriage

she wants to live a fairytale

i on the other hand

don't do church

struggle with my grades

flawed as hell

never romanticized relationships and marriage

yet i make you feel you're in a fairytale everytime you're with me

i don't know.

I have the potential to give you everything you need but I'm not sure if you deserve that. So until then, you will remain in limbo. I mean...unless you decide to get out...but by then I won't even care.