fuck.

fuck.

my journey

your journey

their journey

our journey

different journeys

different destinations

different circumstances

therefore...different times

and none of those can be measured with the same stick

remember that.

lesson learned.

lesson learned.

second chances?

not again

well...not right now

i cannot afford that

i used to never even give them out

but i did

too many

and was let down

lesson learned

you fuck me, you done.

everything happens for a reason.

cant do the I.O.U.'s

im in debt.

what happened was

they tried to make me feel bad

for turning my back

and i marinated on it ... not realizing THAT

that was not a genuine need for sympathy, but a move caused by selfishness

a move caused by pride, because they could not fathom themselves not being on the list in my life

they could not take me taking that break

they just had to show their face

cause at the end of the day, it is all about them.

They must be in that picture.

Lesson the fuck learned.

let go.

let go.

LET GO

...let it go!

Just let it go.

Holding on to a situation that is way past 'gone'.

But you don't know.

Cause you won't let go!

Reach inside the center , that feeling of stress, despair, bitterness, confusion, where everything is brewing

pull it out

let it go

throw it away

it will disappear

in mid air

LET GO

What's keeping you? (you)

LET GO!

It's very easy, you're just holding on ...hard.

Let it go...

So you can go [on]...

And blessings, peace, sanity, love, positivity...can come.

But only if you let go.

You must let go.