It was a rough ending

Started new beginnings

Hard time mending

That broken heart of mine...

Cracks still remain

But there is no pain

I confuse wonder with regret

What if we're not done yet?

If you came back would I even wanna get

you back.

Short lived

But you made me live

Like no other.

Topped every bar that was set

From the last one and yet

I still

couldnt get it right.

Set the prerequisite for that rebound...

Happy cause I found new ground...

Became engulfed, cause he also was before you...

"Yay, we're back on"...then it dawned on me that he wasn't you.

He had no clue

I did neither

Made me realize

Me and him didn't have the same eyes

We didn't see things the same way

Thought I let go of yesterday

and i did

but your impact still lived.

& I thank you for that

Ran away and i never looked back.

You made me realize and require a more deeper connection, introspect, and made me grow. You don't even know.

Re-Inspired, out of my mind, just in time

Re-Inspired, out of my mind, just in time

I've just been re-inspired.

I am slowly feeling myself transitioning into another phase of my life, of my self.

I am feeling ready to expose my talents a little and will indulge in them fully in regards to my major, my associates, and things I do.

2011, is not my year but it is the year that will make the next mine.

2010 was very rough on me and now is the time where I begin my healing, introspect, and self reflect. An understanding of why I went through what I've been through is coming and I am happy. Still struggling, but happy.

Music is my healer, I just wanna say that. I have been listening to lots of Erykah Badu, Maxwell, De La Soul, Eric Benet, Jill Scott lately...things that I would listen to anyway but not so heavily. And it's definitely therapeutic and sparks my writing side again, which has been muted for a minute. I still have lots of things to figure out before I evolve but I am close.

Everytime I go through a rough patch I rise from the ashes and become a better me. This has happened before, years ago, and I never thought I'd hit a bump again but I did. The good thing about experiencing these obstacles at a young age and getting through it is that I know there is a brighter day and I know that I can pass this because I have before.

This year is the year that I explore my true artistry and embrace that side instead of putting it on hold for more "realistic" things according to people who do not matter.